Ok the weigh-in was tough. I used my scale's weight but if I used the gym's weight it woud be 200.0lbs. Either way it sucks. Majorly. Why do I do this to myself? It's so destructive and tiresome. Sigh.....
Anyhoo, it's a new start and another opportunity to learn from my mistakes. I'm doing a lot of research. It's leading me to a plant-based/raw foods diet. Our bodies need nutrients for fuel and we can't get it any other way. Our meat supply is pretty tainted and I really don't want to keep eating it. That is something else I will be researching. Maybe I will find something 100% natural that I can use in the future. I'm going to phase a lot of this in. I need to find recipies and I need to get Steve and Lilly on board.
There is a lot to come and much to look forward to. I'm ready for my life to truly start and be free of these chains.
You don't sound nearly as excited as you should be! Be upbeat! I have put a lot of weight back on too but I am excited! We are gonna kill 2012! And I love that you are doing so much research. I will benefit from all of it lol!
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