Woot

I'm really happy with today. I did really well at the zoo. (BTW, the tigers were awesome!) I didn't eat lunch there however Lilly and I shared some dip and dots. I am proud of that because I was able to enjoy the few bites of dip and dots without feeling guilty. We went to Panera for lunch and I got the you pick two. I got salad and a turkey sandwich for about 300 calories. I also passed the brownies by so yay me! I made it to the gym after Steve got home. I can tell it's been awhile but I did 30 minutes on the treadmill and 15minutes on the spin bike. I didn't do as well as I used to but I am proud none the less for going and working out for 45minutes straight. I weighed myself there and it was 199. I am sure I weigh less in the morning without shoes on but at this point a few pounds don't matter to me. I'm going to try to get a more accurate weight tomorrow before Steve goes to work. I'll still have clothes on (not that you want to know but I usually weigh nakedy) but at least it will be in the morning and without shoes on. All in all I think today deserves a big WOOT!

Zoo day

I decided that I want to take Lilly out to the zoo today. I really want her to have an amazing summer and it will help me get in some exercise and vitamin D. I just realized I don't have a scale anymore. Lilly was a bit obsessed with it and broke it while carrying it around. I won't know my weight till friday when we get paid. That is ok by me but I need it for the challenge. Maybe I can use my mom's today. Our breakfast was great. Cereal, yogurt (for Lilly), and blueberries. Ok, off to the zoo with mom!

24 day challenge

A friend of mine on facebook is hosting a 24 day challenge. It starts today so i'm a smidge behind but compared to my usual days i'm way ahead. For 24 days we'll be exercizing and eating well. At the end she will award a prize. I don't care about the prize I just need to jumpstart my routine. I had a terrible eating day yesterday. We had White Castle. I haven't eaten it in a good 7-8 years. I don't know what posessed me but I am so upset with myself. I am mostly upset that Lilly's dinner was so nutritionaly void. So...instead of continuing to beat myself up I am making a change for the better for me and my family. I will be proud of myself and of what I can accomplish for them and myself.

So much has changed

I can't believe its been two months since my last post. So many things have changed for us. We moved to Noblesville into a really great apartment. I quit my job to stay home with Lilly and my last day is Tuesday. I have definitely let life get in the way of my weight loss and fitness goals. Our complex has a really great gym and pool that I can utilize and Lilly and I have so many sidewalks to take bike rides on. I plan on utilizing all of these things and am making a commitment to do so right here and now. I promise to make this an amazing summer for her and me. I'm making a commitment to not focus on weight, calories, and other diet things that get me down. Instead i'm going to focus on making my family healthy, fit, and close-knit. I'm starting this on Wednesday but i'm making the commitment today to start making us a close-knit family. Making sure my laziness doesn't get in the way of molding Lilly into a healthy, beautiful, and loved little girl. I promise Lilly, that mommy will do what it takes to help you have a wonderful summer and a healthy mommy who is around for as long as our good Lord lets me.