New goal

I have 52 days to reach it. Why you ask? A friend of mine that I have known my whole life is getting married May 14th. Since I have known her my whole life that means that we grew up together. That also means that she will be inviting other people that I grew up with. That means that they will see me in all my chunky glory that day. Yes I know that they will be waaaaaaay more focused on her and how gorgeous she will be but I know they will also be surprised at how much weight I have gained in the 10 years since we have graduated high school. I know that I can't lose a ton of weight. I should however be able to make a nice little dent in my goal. So, my goal is to lose 2lbs a week. That should bring me to a total loss of 14lbs. Hopefully that means that I will be around 175lbs. Ok Nicole......nag me like you have never nagged before. I want total accountability for the next 52 days. It also coincides nicely with the mini. :)

Feeling good

I'm feeling much better after weighing in today. I weighed myself several times just to make sure it was correct. I didn't exercise last night either. I really need to get on that. I'll try to do it today while Lilly is napping. I haven't even watched TBL!!! This week has been really busy for me for some reason. I keep finding things to do. I really want to get in play time with Lilly while it's nice out. It's supposed to snow later this week. YUCK! I think that the baby steps are working for me. I feel like i'm accomplishing a lot but i'm not feeling too restricted which keeps my rebellious two year old self at bay. I think it's officially 45 days till the mini. I WILL RUN TODAY!!!!!!

Face slap

So, I decided to go to the zoo today to get out of the house and get in a little walking. I asked my mom and dad to go with us and off we went for what I thought was going to be a nice healthy activity. My parents got hungry while we were there so we went and grabbed something to eat. I got a pepperoni pizza from Noble Roman's not even thinking of the ramifications. Well....I came home and just put it in my WW tracker and it is 20 points. HOLY CRAP! 20 freaking points for that piece of crap pizza. I didn't eat all of it but still! That is insane! Ugh, instant face palm.

Eh

Well...I didn't do too bad or too good yesterday. Baby steps though....My weight is up a smidge but I don't think that it's because of yesterday. We are having so many issues with the house we're renting. I'm so ready to move it's not even funny. I couldn't get on the treadmill yesterday because it was literally raining in the room it's in. It's supposed to be worked on today but we'll see. I was going to go outside for a run yesterday but we got busy as usual. Today i'm going to make it work somehow. I think I may need to sign up for a gym a little closer to home that is open 24hrs. All in all i'm fine with yesterday. I'm not going to be negative or beat myself up.